Hello

I'm in the library now for gym. I really don't feel like researching. But look at this:



It's on google if you search for "big pie".

This is really freaky. Two snow days in a row. In Ft. Thomas! Something's wrong. Anyway, today was pretty boring. After a while I kinda wanted to go back to school. It sounds weird saying that, but I felt like that over the summer a lot. Happy Valentine's Day, though. So now I don't have a clue what to do with this 6 day weekend thing. But it gives me time to catch up on my geometry homework, and my English reading, and my gym articles. I've been doing really bad w/ school lately. What happened to me? hmmm. I guess I'll try and fix it.

I got a new Livejournal. mAxPaYnE237. I'll try really hard to post more often, so wish me luck.

Homecoming was ok. People say it was better than the middle school dances, but I don't know. Sure it was really fun, but there was drama, and I was actually involved. It sucks. I've done a good job avoiding drama most of the time. Apparantly Sadie was really mad at me for leaving her, but if she cant  actually tell ME, the person she's mad at, it's not gonna get better. I really want you to feel better, Sadie.

I HATE MY HAIR NOW. The person at the hair cut place cut it all off. It's like as short as caleb's hair now. I miss it. It'll be months before it grows back. :(

Anyway, I'm going out with Jessi now. I wanted to go out with her for a long time, so I'm really happy.

I've been thinking and I really miss 8th grade. It was so much more fun than this year. We messed with the teachers and, I don't know, it was all a big joke. It all went by so fast. Well, maybe this year will get better, but I really miss eating with everyone and being in classes with only band people. Me and Kaitlyn had so much fun in gym, and health, and art lol. Does anyone know what's up with her? I walked past her on the stairs and she was crying. Jessi said it was just that she had a bad week.

I don't know what I think about the competition the day of homecoming. If what Sadie says is true, the person I wanna ask is gonna go with someone else. But tonight I'm going to the USS Nightmare. I'm really excited it's the first time I'll have gone there.

I feel real bad about Quinn. I didn't know him and I feel bad because all I remember was that he made fun of me in 6th grade. I never saw him again. I hope the school does something for them. My church helped out with their family a lot. I feel really bad because now Quinn nows that I remember him like that.  I feel bad cus Im sorry about it now, and I forgive him now. It sucks that he died at 14, but death isn't always a bad thing. You get to move on, get away from this stupid Earth. Plus, none of us get to decide when we die. idk. I wanna do something nice for their family.

This weekend was....frustrating. I went to see accepted on Friday, and we made fun of people there. David I swear you couldn't see that guy once the lights turned off! We took pictures in front of this cardboard Mexican thing, but Kate and Taylor left or something. I didn't see them in the movie or after. It was fun. Then my mom wouldn't let me go to the car wash because she thinks I don't need to be spending that much time with my friends cus she thinks that someone's gonna offer me drugs or alcohol. It's annoying much she doesn't know. But I still could go to Sydney's party, which was amazing, to say the least. The only bad part was Andrew wouldn't quit giving me titty twisters. Yes, yes. Of course there was the nipple licking and crap. then EJ started talking about how much he loves David like a brother, and I nearly threw up. I hadn't seen EJ in a long time. Does anyone know how to write sumthing to the superhero show people? I wanna tell them about Dr. Adkins lol. Yeah Sarah Salmon prank called me today, she didn't do a very good job.

You all don't know these ppl, its for me to remember.

Sarah-"Hi, is this Max Payne?"
me-"yeah"
Sarah-"Im from the journalism club at the high school, and Im taking a survey. Are you involved in a youth group?"
me-"uh-huh"
Sarah-"Who would you say is the coolest person in your youth group?"
me-"definitly you Sarah Salmon"
Sarah-"how did you know?"
me-"I can here Carlie"
-click

Time to go see our new youth minister yay! he has no toes and a fake eye. Plus he went to jail.

Hello everyone. It's been a long time. I've been lots of places. First South Carolina, and now I'm here in Pascagoula, Mississippi doing hard labor for people. So far its been ok, but I can't wait to get back to you guys. Jessi, Kaitlyn, Ethan, and Ryan. The last day of school ROCKED. Anyways, this isn't my computer and other people need to use it, so i g2g. See you all at band camp

Today is Easter. Im really mad cus I have to go this stupid easter egg hunt and we might miss some of church. Hopefully Katie's not wearing a thong today. I don't like holidays where you have to stay with "family". Family is really boring, and whatever I do my mom finds a way to criticize me for it. Well, I have to leave in a few minutes for church.

Im really bored and confused right now, mostly about church tomorrow. I have done absolutely nothing all day and it will probably end that way. Katie, please don't wear a thong tomorrow, its Easter. I burned my math quiz cuz i got a 57 on it, but I wish I could do the same to Mrs. Cochran. She would sound like this: sizzle, sizzle, sizzle, POP! Then I'd have a big party.

Today was frickin amasing. First me and Kaitlyn created an excellent strategy for playing handball. We just took 3 steps and handed it to the other person, and kept doing that till we won. In band alexis learned she was multi-talented and played david's saxophone, and Evan just isn't getting into Low Rider like he used to. We also talked through our instruments. In English I put on Katie's hat, which she was unhappy about, and because david complains about how long my posts are, ill stop here for now. KATIE I DO NOT NEED A LICENSE TO MAKE QUOTE FINGERS!

Happy commando Thursday, everyone. Whats that you ask? It's the one day of the year you don't have to be constrained by our conformist society and NOT WEAR UNDERWEAR!

So how was your day?..... Sorry, did you say something?

Anyway, today in gym our honorary teacher from nku insisted that we all grab our crotches when performing the "Pick and Roll" manuver for the game "Handball". Band was fun. Me and EJ told everyone how good it felt not wearing underwear. In English Mr. McCoy told me he had been lying the whole time and actually didn't like me and Natalie sitting close to him, and he made Katie cry because we were late going to lunch. In lit we got all made at Andrew Neal or whoever that was for spreading rumors that Charles and Evan had sex lol. Then we talked about menstruation, and Katie got 2 demerits for chewing gum. In science I was really mad cus we werent allowed to talk cus there was a stupid quiz, but at pictures we discussed David's smile, and how pose 2 made you look like a whore. In social studies we saw another video of the guy with big glasses. In math i actually feel confident I did good on this test. That won't last long. During the fire drill I shared the answers my table helped each other with to everyone else. Then I came home and went walking in the woods at my house, and found out someone had built a log cabin since i was there last.

Ello everybody! Today was... interesting. First me and kaitlyn and David found out we were incredibly unhealthy in gym and we played messed up dodgeball. Band was fun cus we made fun of Mr. McCoy and everyone had to sing out the rythm me and andrew kept messing up. Now I know why we're all in band and not chorus. In English Katie was very hyper, and after Jessi found her pencil, she joined Katie. At lunch I learned that Kate tastes good dipped in chocolate....ask emma. In lit lol we learned about in interesting picture Andrew Vickers drew in health, which I can't repeat cus my brother is looking over my shoulder. In science we made THE PIMPINEST TABLE EVER: me, Dana, Emma, and Morgan. We also ate the skittles in the experiment. In social studies me, dana, and david tryed to see how loud we could scream sexual words before the sub noticed. Fortunaly, the sub had fallen asleep standing up. Math, as always, was boring, although that dana wasn't perfect and that kaitlyn likes to sneeze. I still don't get why Ryan wants a sister. The world, or at least school, is a big joke to me now. I think some people might be starting up the whole middle school relationship drama stuff again, and if that's true I'm glad I have no part in it. I'm still open to give advice, but its not that complicated people. I'm just rambling. My bad. I wont keep you any longer, and this is getting boring anyway.

I haven't done this in a while, huh? Guess I was too bored. Anyway, I've been thinking really deeply lately, and I came to the conclusion that life wasn't meant to be fun, so now I don't feel as bad when I'm bored, which is pretty much all the time. You people have no idea how much my life sucks, and don't say that you know what I'm talking about because you don't. I really depressed right now. I don't show it sometimes, because I want to keep it inside. All my secrets. The only day I never feel bad is on Sunday. I don't know if it's the way the birds chirp in the morning, or all the time I spend at church, or the way it feels like the weekend will last forever at the end of the day, but Sundays just make me feel so happy.

I've been thinking a lot about other things to. Things all you people wouldn't understand like politics, literature, theology, and stuff along those lines. Told you you wouldn't understand. Thats why I love thinking so much. When I'm bored, I just start thinking and get lost in a kaleidoscope of visions, words, sounds, arguments.... All in my head. Most of the time I cant even control my thoughts. I'll start thinking about trees, and by the time someone gets my attention, I'll be thinking about the end of the world. I don't care what you think. Thinking is the most amazingly fun thing on Earth. Well, except for dreams....

Valentine's Day was sucky and funny. It sucked cuz I felt terrible for not getting cassie anything for valentine's day, so i sulked for like 20 minutes. Then I started to talk to people and started feeling good. Then I realised that no one really ever wants to do things with me and nobody likes me. Then I hit myself on the head and told myself to stop thinking that way, because I have important things in my life that need to get done. Theen I wrote a late valentine's card for cassie and put a graeter's card with it. So, overall, valentine's day was pretty normal.

I loved today. And yesterday. Why? Scott was gone! A very anoying and nasally part of my day was gone. I can't wait until the guard thing saturday. And its awesome cuz KAITLYN is marching flute!

I listened to the eku cd 2day. It waspretty good, and Blevins was the best. My band, Torline, was really bad cus she picked bad songs, but still...

Today is so frickin BORING! Everyones at the guard/percussion thing and its making my day the most boring ever. Hopefully tommorrow will be better with church and stuff. And to think I still have hw to do.

Today we got our report cards back, and mine was pretty good, I thought. All A's except english and math, which were B's, and that is good. Not to my mom, though. She expects perfection, and she doesn't always get it. She started screaming at me because I didn't give 100% in every class. She's right, but I still get good grades. She sucks so much.

I am about to eat the most delicious dinner ever made. Its this roast beef thing, and it has the most amasing gravy. I just stand by the pot and sniff it for hours. I love it. I don't care how bad it is for me. I know David loves it, too, but i figure he's already eaten dinner.

I can tell today is going to be a boring day. I just know it. Maybe I could get some people to go to a movie later, but it won't be that much fun if Cassie's still grounded. At least I don't have any homework.